I’m gonna be very straightforward with this, you need to stop being a douchebag every time for no reason. You need to stop your brain from thinking a hell lot of things and getting upset for no reason.
‘My head is a mess, and heart is wreck’ is probably something which does not work here anymore. Its 21st century, you need to pick your things up and grow a little.
You have always been with people although you knew they would never show up when you need them to stop.
Stop giving advice to all disappointed people about their lives when you yourself do not use them at all.
You have always been a good audience and I genuinely appreciate that but you need to help yourself first.
Out of rage, you’ve done something irreversible to yourself but try to be a better person by helping and healing your inner self.
People hurt you because you let them. You don’t let go people easily but there’s no point holding onto them. I’m not feeling pity for you but maybe its the consolation, not sympathy you are begging for. Here’s a thing for you:
- You are the best version of your existing.
- Stop denying, start accepting.
- Stop everything and start speaking.
- Talk to strangers.
- Stop putting yourself into hypothetical situations which might never happen.
- Don’t think of losing people before losing them.
- You are beautiful so stop
I don’t know why and how you get this thought to dying? You have dreams and plans live out. Think of that house you want to end up living or maybe food around the world which you want to explore, maybe that would give you some sort of hope to live at least? You have an entire bucket list to cross off.
You have always loved people unconditionally bit you need to know your worth kid. Its 21st century and this is the hookup culture and you are stuck here. You need to be patient while you wait for the right one and please, don’t let everybody in.
Look, I have always given you the best advice and you have always chosen to be the selfless one but believe me, you gotta be selfish sometimes. I hope you understand. I wish the best for you. You’re strong and I know, you’ll listen to me, soon, for sure.
The voices you often ignored.